I thought that this was something, promising that one day it would turn into something. I thought the feelings were mutual and I didn’t have to guess. Started being skeptical, always unavailable like you didn’t know but now I’m feeling something. It’s telling me this may not be the real something. But you was showing me now I’m ready and you running. Damn, you got me open now, feeling like I’m choking now.
Can you tell me how can one miss what she’s never had..how could I reminisce when there is no past? How could I have memories of being happy with you, boy. Can someone tell me how can this be? How could my mind pull up incidents, recall dates and times that never happened.
What happened to us..we were almost there.
Whoever said it’s impossible to miss what you never had, never almost had you.